Today I feel like a little bit better... May be, I do not love her anymore... All this feeling is just temporary... I know, it is impossible for me to forget her in this short time interval... 2 week ago, I really do feel, she is my the 1... I want to spent my whole life to protect her, loves her and lives with her... Now, I feel very calm, no more sad, but I have no feeling, no happy, no sad, and no excitement...