Last night, my friend asked me, "你在??面前也会这样吗?" I didn't answer...
I realized, all this times, I m pretending to be happy, cool, and funny... I m really feel tired already... I don't know why, but it is totally not me... May be I m tried to prove something, not to others, is for myself...
And now, I will say :" No, I m just not this kind of people, the one in front of ??, is me..."