Difficult...
I find out all things coming right now, is difficult...
Making my mood right now, very bad...
That feeling is felt so so bad, hard to explain...
Don't know what to do, just wait to be all right...
With a damp hungry stomach...

Random....

Sometimes, is just forget that I'm still a human being...

I'm forcing myself too tight, I feel stress...

Every times, I just putting others before me as my priority...

I care for He and She, but I forget me already...

I love myself too, but in the other ways...

:) :) :)

X sleep

Again, I having trouble to get sleep...

Already 5 hours I lay down on this bed....

Argh....  I was soo tired at this moment....

Pls give me a proper sleep my lord.....

Pain...
不知为什么, 心,  还是会痛...
不同的是, 感觉不再强烈了...
这是一个, 我与'心'的秘密...

Need to be stronger...

千万不要把自己的软弱展现给别人看`

千万不要把自己的狼狈述说给别人听`

因为没有人多少人会觉的你很可怜而同情你，只会觉得你很无能很没用`

什么事情都要学会自己一个人承担，因为没有人多少人会帮你`

什么事情都要学会自己一个人坚强，因为凡事都靠自己...

birthday...
Again, this year has nobody wish me for birthday...
Mom, too busy for her up coming niece...
Dad, always forget...
Brother, busy for new work...

I purposely remove my birthday on facebook...
As my predict, nobody wishes me birthday on my status...
I m just want to finding my value in among family and friend...
Finally, the outcome making me so down....

Anyway, what I m want to say is,
I m still here waiting for your wish...
You are the only 1 I care...

As I m growing UP...
Feeling made human amazing and being special...
As we get older, all feeling changed...
What suppose to be happy, become normal instead of happy...
And the same goes to others feeling...
Is it humanity gonna disappears? I don't know...

Today, is the "big day", as I m a Chinese....
It's our Chinese New Year...
But now, I m writing my blog here...
I m going to say about my feeling, happy/sad/excited?
But can you imagine?

Anyway, I m still working hard finding the happy of me....

2012, my 1st post...
New year, new year, new year...
It seem like a change, but it doesn't seem going good...
I just feels that something more worst going to happen...
I think, maybe my dump brain short circuit...
I will still keeping my finger cross to god,
Hoping for a brand new life, ++good life...